Tuesday, May 29, 2007

The Last Breath

With every breath I take, with every hour, with every second that passes.... I feel my life getting shorter. Darkness approaches, soon to envelope my very being. I can feel its presence all around me, like a lion hidden amongst the savanna, waiting for just a slight, a very slight opening to pounce...to hunt...to KILL.

Alas, this but a figment of my imagination. Real it may be but it shall drag me down not.

"We're all in the gutter but some of us are looking at the stars." - Oscar Wilde

Whilst the past haunts me still, the present shall always be here and the future will always be bright. In the past, present and future i shall always be. Always will a part of me drop into something, someone's life, however insignificant it may be, that's where my past is.

You ask "What is the future?". I tell you,"It is the nanosecond that comes when you asked that question, that is future" You wonder,"What is the past?" "The past is the nanosecond that went by while you spent your time figuring out the answer"

My life has been pleasant. Filled with laughter, sadness, joy, tears, insanity, and many more. It is my honor to know that my life has been satisfying, while through sweat and blood, I have passed down a legacy that can live for generations.

I tell you now "Never dwell in the past". An occasional glimpse will you use as a stepping stone towards your future but NEVER dwell in the past. Life is too short for such a trivial thing, live life to the fullest! Always live life as it were your last! Smile through your sadness, smile through your pain!

Here are several words of wisdom :-

"We must all hang together or else we shall hang separately" - Benjamin Franklin

"Iron sharpens iron, but lead will sink you to the bottom" - Pat Mesiti

"There are no problems we cannot solve together, and very few that we can solve by ourselves" - Lyndon Baines Johnson

"Talent without humility is like a drunk at the wheel of a car-it's just an accident waiting to happen" - a guy once said

"A single arrow is easily broken but not in a bundle of ten"- Pat Mesiti

"It is important to know that each small step is the result of one big thought"-Pat Mesiti

"The only thing more painful than learning from experience, and that is not learning from experience" - Archibald Macleish

"Perfection is never the goal in life-excellence is" - Pat Mesiti

Many more to come, especially in the future! So always look ahead! Never look down to the sad gray tar-filled road! Look to the bright blue sky! Look towards the horizon! Face the world! Show them that your pride is still there! Show them that nothing can extinguish the passion that burns evermore in your spirit!

As long as I live, I will always look towards to world with a proud face! Never again will I allow my emotions to control me.

Wilson Lee [Nephesh]

Monday, May 28, 2007

>_>(repost,somethign went wrong i dunno wat>.<)

harloooo,ppl.gona blog abt past few days..lols..went to watch pirates on friday with kel jason shim n his little bro n wei xiong..kong pang pe ki >_> lol.anyway went to gym at 11 with jeremy and my cousin.jeremy lost his key at first then found it in the toilet..some one put it therelols..we went siao looking for it..then my key got lost too O_o.but turns out that my cousin took it by mistake ahahaha..ho chai so worried.>.<>.<..then went gym today..while on the way to mall with ricky his fren jason n jeremy to find daniel they all a car omos hit me..cb hua na kia ..dunno howt o give way to ppl..show off car agen ..car like shit agen..haizz..stupid ppl..must be school dropout one boh nao >_>.went to gym but felt lazy so just did these squats with weights bench presses a little then mostly worked on my chest n arms.

jeremy was acting all tough guy on the weights ahahah >.
LOL
tomoro suppose to be my off day from gym but i finish chem at 2.30 since no pracs..soo go lo..ahahaha gona do cardiovascular exercises tomoro.first.then went to net land after gym played cs..lol the most funny event was that in speedrun i climbed on ricky over the wall then kinglin rush our side killed ricky and then i killed him while on the wall..lol.ricky was like 'CB,climb up wall agen let me die!'LOL.then palyed tiberium wars with ricky king n jason..me n ricky against king n jason..lol.jason used scrin..i rushed him with 6 apcs filled with rockets and 3 predators tanks n 2 mamoth tanks..went through his side entrance easy XDi got snipers to kill his anti tankt roops..lol.then went on to king's base so heavily defended by obelisks -.-..i got my commando into place then asked ricky to ion cannon his pwer plants then got my commando in and bombed the base to hell..lol king sent his 10 avatars(giant robots)i emp them and use my commando to blow all 10 of them one by one XD one man army..wooooo.LOLfunnn..anyway gona do hw soon ..haiz so many ahaha gona be up late XD.wils play tribalwars (www.tribalwars.net) kel u too.lol BTW my mpr results are out i got BBBC..LOL..Eas-B,BIO-C,CHem-B(i dont know how the hell i get this,LOL),MATHS-B.not bad not bad at all.LOL..



Eric 'Raven' Lim

NEPHESH UnLEaShEd!

in case u all were wondering, ANIMA is "to breath" how ever that is wrong. the word i've been looking for is "SOUL" thus bringing the word "NEPHESH". now...lets continue.
the word NEPHESH basically means soul in Biblical Hebrew and thus im actually pouring out my true emotions here. therefore giving birth to the word NEPHESH.

on to the story.
INTI BALL is nearing and...i've yet to get a date. so i asked with lots of courage and....BAM, guess what? REJECTED! well, its not a total lost. it's just....hurting you know? so much that i want to cry. however! its not that im in love with her or anything, its just the 1st time asking a girl out for prom and....well hurts so much....sigh....

CANT DWELL ON THE PAST! dwelling on the past only drags you down. use these mistakes as a stepping stone to the future!

anyways, still kinda emo now. but ill be back ONLINE tomorrow morning! no sense living in regret all my life.



OHHH!!!!! and another thing. i kinda lost my pendrive? HAHAHAHAHAHA i cant remember where i left it. so yeh!

AMAZING DAY! WONDERFUL DAY!

hohohoho

Wilson Lee (NEPHESH UNLEASHED)

It comes slowly...

Thanks for keeping the blog updated wils XD Least we get an avid blogger on RI to keep it alive with new stuff. Hols is just two weeks away wheeee!! XD I'll be happy when it comes hahahaa.

School is the same as usual, go to reg class, walk to nxt class, break, walk to nxt class, lunch, walk to nxt class, go home. Oh, we had a parents-teachers meet last friday so I had to go because I had duties to do. My post was to welcome the parents into the canteen area and such so I didn't need to run around much, just stand for a LONG time =( Tiring. My mom came and took my report card for me that morning, I got 1 A, 2 Cs and 1 E+. Damn eas ._. Around 9.30 I went to have my break for 10 mins at the other side of the canteen with food reserved for mps only hahahahaha Joy to be one XD So I need not crowd with lots of ppl and the other side was cleaner than the front area of the canteen. Finish around 11.30 I think then went home, change and go gdg to meet eric and mdians I do not know or never met.

On saturday, my cousins came over and I had the best dinner for this month, steak, mashed potatoes, veggies (peas and all tht) and lots more including coughwinecough <_< Ate till I couldn't eat anymore, but there was still desserts and all tht hahaha fruit pudding I think or was that fruit cocktail? Oh wells, I was full so ate one small bowl only hahahaha.

I forgot to mention, just now when I was otw to canteen after my last class, saw a pipe burst near the surau area and the water kept flowing over the surau like it was raining hahahahaha I thought there was a fire at first but saw closely there's no fire truck hahaha. That's all for now bb.

kelvin

Sunday, May 27, 2007

The feelings of ANIMA

To my 1st girl-friend (note: its girl-friend, not girlfriend i.e. no sort of lovey-dovey relationship) that I made in INTI. It’s been long since we've last chatted. When we chat, things sounded ok, but when I see u over the week, there’s a glint of sadness in your eyes that can envelope the light. Well, I don’t know much or rather I don’t know anything but I pray that you’ll get better soon in whatever problems you have. I know I’m not someone to confide your problems to so I’ll do the best thing I can, i.e. pray for you, in honor of our friendship.

Proverbs 3: 5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and learn not onto your own understanding.
In all your ways acknowledge him and he shall direct your path.

Prayer is a powerful thing. While praying, the answer doesn’t come automatically. While God heard your prayer, it still takes time for the answer to reach you. This is because the devil always tries to stop God’s answers from reaching you. In the book of Daniel, it took 21days for God’s answer to reach Daniel as the Prince of Persia tried to stop the angel from reaching him. So I want to encourage you, do not lose heart. Pray consistently and fervently. God hears and He answers. Never lose hope. Do not doubt God.

Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know his power
In quietness and trust

(taken from: Still – Hillsongs)


It's You who heals and forgives
It's You Jesus I believe

You are God
You're the God of miracles
You're the God that makes me whole
and I will worship
I will worship you

(taken from: God of Miracles – Planetshakers)

I don’t know if you will be reading my blog but…this is what I can do. Whenever something important happens, when a situation happens, even if I’m not related to it, it still pains my heart to see it happen. Even when I’m broken-hearted, even when I’m depressed, God is there for me. So seek Him.

Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me

I know you believe in Him and trust him. But this is just an advice. Heed it if you will, I have no position to do say anything on your choice. Peace

God bless.


Wilson Lee (in ANIMA state)

Thursday, May 24, 2007

STREET PARTY!!!!

heyhey! as i said, there was a STREET PARTY!!!!!!

had loads of fun, so the day went when i got bored, n thn well, usual stuff...anyways, tried to on my comp, worked but sumhow svchost.exe keeps using loads memory so my comp lagged like nuts. so gt bored and took a nap. HAHAHA but for entertainment! i took my mp3, plugged charger(so wont waste battery) and inserted the PC speaker plug into my mp3 output. HOHOHO, smart eh? now i can full blast my music! hehehehe, well i napped for bout one or two hours? thn Lau called me go Cyber Centre (CC - remember this term, will be using a lot) thn we go play. err, wat is called? skibi's. HAHAHAHA, thn after tht we go makan, n thn go fer STREET PARTY 5 !!!!!!!!!



lotsa food stall, only one game stall though, throw water balloon at this poor dude. haha i bought STREET PARTY 5 T-shirt (RM15, L-size) XD n choco dip strawberry, mint tea, Spicy BBQ Taiwan Sausage (freaking hot & spicy!!!!) hahaha, thn we walked around n around n around.

thn went fer MAZE! hahaha, funny lar. Kum n Ricca go 1st, thn Aiman(?) n Fatimah(?), Lau n Yan Yee, Me n Li Wei n thn Soph n Jared. i thought supposed to be scary but noooo, the 1st time i entered, guess wat? RO music! HAHAHA its....dunno some Glast Heim music i tink, cnt rmbr well XD but yeh. funny lar, we walked around here n ther, thn in the end met up with Lau+Yan Yee n thn Aiman n Fatimah. ahahaha stupid one, so in the end no one gt scared. =.= booooorinnnngggg. thn we went for the 2nd maze, this one is larger n longer but oso fun...stupid thing is we met up agen. =.= HAHAHA the funniest part was, i was taking the lead, thn when i turned into a corner, a 'ghost' on the flashlight n screamed at me. thn i screamed bk at him (nt the scared type but to scare type) n thn the 'ghost' flinched hahahahahaha, funny lar. thn another stupid part was, when we were walking, thn suddenly another 'ghost' appeared from behind and go "wooooooooooo, uggggggg aiaaiaaiiaa" and all thse stuff....thn i was staring at him, n said "eh, u knw wat? ur phone light is on" HAHAHAHAHA stupid guy! well his phone was at his back pocket. thn when he bent to cwarl n touch ppl's leg, the light was shining, sighh....sad case. else wud be fun a bit. XDDD thn we walk walk walk n found the exit. HAHAAHA gt some part i jes stare at a corner when suddenly "BOOOO" hahaha, thn the 'ghost' said "aiii, nt scared ar?" i replied "no....i oredi knw u were ther" HAHAHAHAHA sad case agen. so after we went out, we relaxing waiting for soph n jared. thn while waiting, guess wat? we heard some weird stuff like this group of gals, when the 'ghost' touch their leg. n how they reacted, there were 3 but i onli heard 2.

1) Eh, u Fei Li ar?? (u molester??)
2) *when the 'ghost' touched the leg* this gal start to stomp on this 'ghost's hand....(POOR 'ghost' !!!) must haf hurt a lot eh?

thn we continued with the party. went dancing!! saw Hosea!!! HAHAHA. well, some fight took part but thts all over.

hehe took some pics with my kore frens as well. here u go!


(mebe i shudnt smile? thy make it look like horns? O.O)

so, thn we dancedddd alll night till 1am( from 12am), n thn, we went to TIMES n bought 100plus, hahaha so tired! n i had a beef burger for supper. n thn went bk n hoooooo, bathed n slept like pig. (THNK GOD tht my class starts at 10am)


well, tday had fun as usual! hahahaha, went over to Japh's hse after econs. I LOVE HIS INTERNET!!!! dl at 148KB/s and above and he says its SLOW!!!! WTH???? hahaha well, u knw wat i found out? he cnt use the comp well, he dunno wts limewire, dunno how to use torrent files. and many others, mainly one of them is tht he doesnt watch movies?? and all the songs tht he listens to are christian music?? WOW!!! very very interesting life eh? he told me how his youth pastor says tht watching movie is bad, his father says tht way too. =.= very very interesting dont u tink? and i was telling him how fun it was last night at the maze, n he said sumtin about WWJD? (what would Jesus do?) im like....wat? what does tht haf to do with a maze????!!! he was saying about how bad watching a movie is, tht it flashbacks....i.e. u rmbr the show, thn i told him its the same with music, n he says tht music is is different cos it has Christian lyrics(note: he only listens to Christian music) n how it glorifies God....well i dont argue with tht point but....i dont see his logic u knw? =.= can someone clarify my doubts???!!!

well, thn at Accounts, my teacher was being weird....very! well, i cme lte fer class once cos i had to hand in my eng. assignment. thn anyways, today i hvnt eaten my lunch so i tapau my lunch n ate in clas. thn when teacher cme, she said, Wilson...whats wrong with u? u cme late for my class n nw ur eating in my class..." im like....wat? =.= very ver weird ehh?? anyways, thn at 6, went fer prayer meeting for the 1st time. wasnt as bad as i expected. better actually. ahahahha, thn haf Inti United Nations Club meeting. totally 4got im suposed to be the gameleader. o wlll, lucky Ivy got some games so i lead using her games. haahha, thn ltr had a breifeing, n thn dinner! weeeeeee, thn cme bk here n thn well. did my hwrk and this lo....HAHAHAHAH

HAF A FUN WEEK PEPS!!!!!!

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Monday, May 21, 2007

OMW FTW!!!!

note: title = On My Way For The Win!!!

hohoho, so why is the title this way? well, for several reasons

1) im sorry tht i dint blog fer the past few days? well cos i gt a mountain load of work to be done
2) i still haf a mountain load of work to do, nt finished yt. =.=
3) EMERGE 2007 - Singapore! im going ther!! hahaha, gonna miss 3 lessons =.= 1 econs and 2 accounts. and its gonna be next week 31st of May - 3rd of June. HOHOHO mebe if gt chance i go visit Chloe. summary of the event: church conference, a camp, DOTA/CS tournament, Paintball shootout, Shirt Design Competition, etc. many more events which i gt lazy to read LAWL.
4) STREET PARTY 2007!!!!! happening two days from now. 23rd of May(Wednesday). gonna party alll nightt!!! maybe....
5) Pirates of the Caribbean!!! tsk so unorganised, dunno if we're actually going down this sat. so little ppl interested in going. =.=
6) Good news! Having an annoying time when Windows Media Player 9 keeps popping up prompting u to update it? Tired of using Internet Explorer 6? Want a better security and get access to all software/programs/updates available for windows? Fear not! Finally a solution has come out. The following will be step-by-step instructions to make your Microsoft GENU*NE!!! YES! u read it right! GENU*NE!!!!

original site: h4x0rrox
[for instant viewing jes scroll down. its exactly the same steps.]

Solution For your p*rated w*ndow which need to Genu*ne

1. Download http://rapidshare.com/files/12523333/GenuineWindowsPatcher.zip.html which contains Magical Jelly Bean Keyfinder v1.51 (keyfinder.exe), Microsoft Genuine Advantage Diagnostics Tool 1.5.0717.0 (MGADiag.exe), wga-hosts-fix 0.1 (wga-fix.exe), and Windows XP, Windows Server 2003 VLK key generator (MSKey.exe or Windows XP Keygen.exe).
2. Extract the zip file.
3. Run the Windows XP/2003 key generator (MSKey.exe or Windows XP Keygen.exe).
4. In the key generator, under the Product Family, select “Windows XP Pro. VLK”, and click the “Generate” button to generate a valid and genuine serial key for Windows XP (choose Windows Server 2003 VLK for Windows 2003).
5. Note down the product key or serial that is generated (can leave the program opens). The idea is to get VLK key that yet to be blocked or unknown to Microsoft.
6. Execute Magical Jelly Bean Keyfinder (keyfinder.exe)
7. Once launched, Magical Jelly Bean Keyfinder will display the existing Windows and Office product key in the system. Select “Microsoft Windows” tab (open by default), and click on Options menu, and then select “Change Windows Key”.
8. In the Change Microsoft Windows XP Key window, key in the product key or serial number generated from the keygen program in the boxes.
9. Click on Change button when done.
10. Magical Jelly Bean Keyfinder will use Microsoft’s WMI script to change the product key of Windows XP. Follow on screen instruction to continue.
11. Run wga-fix.exe program. Click on Yes button on the ‘wga-host-fix 0.1 window’ to redirect WGA authorization and validation request to loopback address (127.0.0.1). Alternatively

- open Command Prompt
- type “ cd\ “ to go to your primary partition.
- type “ cd windows\system32\drivers\etc “ to navigate to \Windows\System32\drivers\etc\ directory,
- type “ dir “ to list the host file
- Check the host file name, host file will be “ hosts , hosts1.bak , etc”
e.g.
for hosts1.bak type “edit hosts1.bak”
for hosts “edit hosts”
- you’ll see the following line at the end of the file
“ 127.0.0.1 localhost “
- replace with the following
” 127.0.0.1 mpa.one.microsoft.com “
- Click " File > Save "
- Exit command prompt

12. Uninstall or delete any cracked or patched LegitCheckControl.dll, WgaTray.exe and WgaLogon.dll located in \Windows\System32 folder. (LegitCheckControl.dll can be delete, WgaTray.exe and WgaLogon.dll need to delete under safe mode)

Optional
- booting up with safe mode, press “ F8 “ when your system restart.
- Choose the “Safe Mode” and press enter.
- After you delete boot up your system to normal window.

13. Go to Windows (Microsoft) Updates to download updates or applications in which require validation. Install WGA Validation Tool ActiveX when prompted.
14. Run the Microsoft Genuine Validation Diagnostic Tool (MGADiag.exe), and click on Continue button to proceed.
15. Click on OK when MGADiag finishes processing and displays your genuine status. The status should show GENUINE, and not NOT ACTIVATED.

Have fun, cr4cking~~
[end of transmission...]

note: this wasn't found out by me. i searched through a forum and saw it. PERSONALLY tested it and IS working. Yes....WORKING!!! no hacks, no virus, no spyware!

7) now wasnt tht fun? hohoho, i had fun changing mine. took me less than 10mins to get the whole thing done. downloads on WMP11 and IE7 took longer cos my net sucks! EBB sucks!!
8) yes...although im on msn, but somehow "msg cudnt be sent" stuff keeps appearing so yes, EBB sucks!
9) so now i haf WMP11 , IE7 and am currently updating my windows! hahahahahah
10) and i've joined this forum created by the Christian fellowship in INTI its called Icm CF Forum. [apparently it stands for Inti Christian Malaysia Christian Fellowship Forum] how lame eh? why INTI? or why Malaysia....=.= link to the site: Icm_CF Forum

OK! so...i most prolly wont be blogging for the next few weeks...and how time flies...its almost the middle of the year! hahaha.

ah yes.
a last reminder. When ur bored with nothing better to do, do try out (6) it works! ok? trust me.

Feedbacks would be nice as well! hehehehe

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